Control by "Seagypsy"

Let him think he is in control
Even though that's not his role

I'll bat my eyes and give a pout
Then he'll be mine without a doubt

I will make him do my bidding
and to me he will be submitting

He'll believe he's master in the end
and this is how we control men.

Hunger by "Seagypy"

Smell the fruit and savor the meat

Taste it all its a wonderous treat



have your fill and move along

for tomorrow brings a brand new song



Don't be afraid to enjoy the feast

Served to you by the beast



That lives within us one and all

Patiently waiting for the call



To come out and show us who

We would be if we were true.

Liberation by "Seagypsy"

There was a girl I used to know

side by side we did grow



always smiling she had the stage

adored by all from a tender age



as time went by she began to cry

so i'd take her hand and away we'd fly



to a place where manners mattered not

and in this place to her i taught



you spent your life pleasing all

and by the wayside your "friends" did fall



they never caught you when you fell

twas me who, for you, went to hell



in the mirror I see her face

wipe the tears and take her place



she is tired now and can take no more

this life has treated her like a whore



following the rules and rising above

never once earned her love



I've been her understudy for so long

now she cannot sing her song



It is my time to take her place

no more tears running down our face



The heart we share will remain cold

no more i love yous to be told



smell the flowers ignore the weeds

tis the time to fullfil our needs



I'll sheild us from the judging glares

as we move to sample wares



I'll find a wild steed that suits us right

A fierce one that can run all night



To carry us off to the land of dreams

To the land of subdued screams



swimming in a sea of lust

she'll realize she no longer must



offer up any explaination

or live up to expectations



from this day forward she will always be

uninhibited living free

My first attempt at poetry ever


Vacant Soul



im killing the me
that you claim to see
im killing the me
that wasnt meant to be

all that i touch
turns to dust
never find love
only lust

spent all my life
giving all that i am
only to find out
that i never became

ive been who you want
anything you feel
when you decide you are done
i cease to be real

I never became
I was never really born
Im a shell of a being
that no one will mourn

without a purpose
without a role
without a love
without a soul


by: "Seagypsy" 5/2010

So Beautiful

It's been a long time since I blogged anything. I sometimes say my only addiction is music. I am not musically talented other than rocking the karaoke bar but music moves me. Helps me to express thoughts that would otherwise be trapped between my ears and completely incomprehensible by others. I recent new addition to my world has totally brought this song to the forefront of my mind.